appetizer; stress

it is only 11.00am now;

#1 woke up late due to headache and sweet dream (seriously, in my dream I was 100% ready for class)
#2 skipped Malaysian Economy class due to #1, this is also mean I didnt sit for quiz1
#3 the plan is to join Mieza's section at 2.00pm(for ME) but AMA quiz is scheduled at that particular period.
#4 should actually be in MYOB class now but I cant find my kain baju kurung that makes another class been skipped.
#5 where the F is my kain baju kurung?
#6 must study for AMA quiz. ciao.

all these simple things also spell 'doom'! or in a more rational term, it spells 'goodbye 3.5'

-ve vs. +ve

alyea; i wanna give up accounting, the subjects are too tough that i cant catch up. im afraid of failure.


mama; i know you can do it, i always know. dont worry. just be strong and dont forget to pray to Allah.
nizam; believe me, during the final years, the subjects are easier and you'll waste all the time you used for that 3 years.
friend/s; you re not gonna fail, be positive, stay focus.

other than that:-
#1 spotted a very awesome batik boots that cost only RM130 BUT boots dont suit my style. i wear only sneakers and selipar jamban and wedges and heels(sometimes).
#2 bought tshirts at pasar malam. very nice, very cheap!
#3 dont feel like going back to uniten. i hate workloads, pending assignments, test+quiz, fakers and environment.
#4 a friend of mine got married few days ago. congrats!
#5 ganti puasa.

Everything

#1 I coloured my nails red; classic red.
#2 Thinking of buying a digital camera, the criteria would be; slim, loud(colour), and CHEAP.
#3 Still cannot decide whether to spend or to save.
#4 Want to cut my hair short; twiggy short. After raya, maybe. Or should I curl my hair?
#5 Desperately need a blazer; be it black or colours, or both. Found a nice one but not in my size.
#6 Why cant I forgive when I can actually forget?
#7 Promised myself not to cry on watching Talentime but I just couldnt stop my tears.
#8 I want to jog daily but up to this moment Im not even started.
#9 Swimming is a sexy sport, so does boxing.
#10 Is boxing a sport? ha-ha.

route

kl - kedah - jasin - dungun or dungun - kedah - jasin - kl


//update

im home. obviously, mid break started a week early due to the outbreak of h1n1 in uniten. the not-so-good part is that i have to cancel part of my plans, shoot! anyways, enjoy your holidays people!

Einstein, may I inherit your brain?

I don’t own a diary where I can jot down my plans, plus twitter oddly not working on my computer (or is it because of the so fucking lembab connection?), so I choose to list these down here instead.

#1 tomorrow main focus; copy Melina’s answers for question 2 audit.
#2 submit audit and tax tutorials by 5pm. +Malaysian economy project paper!
#3 join Melina’s tax class; tomorrow at 11am so I can start my mid break one day early (my class is actually on Friday morning).
#4 study for upcoming quiz; auditing, advanced accounting management (both on Wednesday) and advanced financial accounting (on Thursday).
#5 decide whether to buy that MK’s sunglasses or not. But let me tell you, its freaking awesome. Not that im going to wear it but who knows kan? *sold out!*
#6 start packing for my trip to Kedah, hooray! Okay, the main objective is actually for assignment purposes but come on, take a break yo!
#7 August 8 – August 16 should be my favourite period of the month.
#8 hang out with my bestfriend, Daia! After so much gadoh hempas pintu, merajuk tidur atas lantai, jeling terbalik, caci maki scenes, she is still the best (so far).

*If you hate me, leave me. Be selfish.

top 10

the pure torture i was talking about in my previous post;

#1 - ass-ignments, tutorials, presentations! (non stop from day one until now)
#2 - no transportation; i am not the type who use people for my own good. so, i walk.
#3 - this one friend act as if she knows everything about me, bullshit!
#4 - no longer passionate about accounting, this concludes the reason of hating being here.
#5 - auditing, advanced management accounting, advanced financial acounting, advanced accounting info system, tax 2, malaysia economy; too much pressure in one semester.
#6 - i think they are faking their 'friendship'; am i at fault?
#7 - the only entertainment i can get here is via the internet, but the speed is so fucking slow!
#8 - 'sharing is caring'; but since they dont care, i cant share my everything.
#9 - my brain is not working at its best this semester.
#10 - i lost a lot of weight due to the stress i am having right now.

Its only Monday, but i have already thinking of going back home this coming weekend, and dont feel like coming back here. I hate this place to bits, or is it the situation i am in right now that makes me feel this way? haih.

note; please excuse my poor english, im still in my learing stage.

Empty

if i am to request for amnesia, what type of drugs should i swallow? because really, the life im living in now is a pure torture(im talking about me living in uni*ten). God, please give me strength, support and balance. or send someone who will voluntarily lend her/his shoulders for me to cry on since i cant demand for a hug from the existing.